Deep Magic

It's time to look forward.

I see in that future children and greatness. But what motivates me? A desire to be acknowledged? Loved? Remembered? I wonder what selfish desires plague my feeble and wretched heart.

I crave a link to the future, through my children, precipitated by a bond with my wife, she whom I love above all others. Wherein lies God? Does He approve of my plans? Can I know if His presence permeates the fibers and passion of my vision?

I just want to know I matter.

It's hard to remain strong in the face of your own weaknesses as they tear down your defenses and you are forced to acknowledge the limits of your mind and body and spirit.

It's hard to remind yourself you are loved when you feel so down trodden.

Bah, maybe I exaggerate and I give into simpering self pity. Regardless, it changes not the path I have chosen. I will endure and remain myself, but that wish I hope may only be endured as long as necessary.

The Comming Night

I was just thinking about things, how they have played out and I have to be honest, I'm pretty disappointed with myself.

I had wanted to at the very least keep up with my art while we abstained from meetings over the winter, but that hasn't been the case. I've simply had no time to devote to the things I love. My focus has been work, building a monetary foundation I can raise my family on, and it has been hard. So much has been left to wither in the face of the evening, and it pains me to leave my heart on the tethers of intellectual night. I miss it... so very much.

The Gifts to that City

There are a lot of things that I would say mean a lot to me. Love, space, friends, life, art... etc. I would give more to see the end of days... indeed... may I see the end and 'our gifts to that city'.

Jesus HATES Zombies

Oh.

My.

God.

I'm on three major comic lists now. Go ahead and vote and junk.

The Web Comic List

Buzz Comix

Choice Comics

Check them out and what not. They are kind of cool.

Two things.

First, my webcomic, Senescence and Thunder, which is under the banner of Requiem of Consciousness Productions (you can find it at www.rocproductions.net). If you are into epic brutality, as I know some of you are, check it out. It may make you mighty. I'm also on The Webcomic List now, lots of good stuff there, people should check it out.

Second, the things I care about are simple: life and the people I love.

Recently, I've begun to understand how much my family and friends really mean to me. I would be helpless without my dear wife, and an island without the care of my friends, and to them all, I say thank you, so much.

Exceptional quality.